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in most ways, i agree with the fact that it was probably for the better, even though it forced me to pass months of being unstable, doing even worse things than we did together.
but it's hard to move on and leave it behind without a real explanation, just having to accept facts, and most certainly, accept that life is nothing but a big bitch.

i'm still not there yet, but i'm getting there.
my surroundings, all the ones i've called in the middle of the night when i couldn't sleep, the ones i've yelled at when being to emotional etc, all say that i've changed.
that i'm more cynical.
i agree, and i damn you for that.
(karma)