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still think that you're a bitchtalking motherfucker

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was scared of falling asleep and not wake up again, so i slept with one eye open all night through and woke up by cocorosie at 5.30.
and then i was definitely too scared to fall asleep again.

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i've changed adresse so many times over the last three years,
that i actually don't even know what home means anymore

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it's time for me to leave you behind and deal with my real problems (twice apparently)

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it's time for me to leave you behind and deal with my real problems

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i guess i'll remember you the rest of my life, even though there's no one i want to forget as much as i want to forget you

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they follow me

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what does it actually even mean, "enough"?

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enough will apparently never be enough

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i took my dads car, early one morning when the entire city was asleep.
when i reached the spot i was heading for, i plugged in my ipod, put that play list on and started walking. i didn't have a specific direction, but i some way i ended up going exactly where we had been a couple of months earlier, the place that i, from that day consider as ours, even though i less or more grew up there and i ever only brought you once.
but i know that while standing there, hands in hands, with the heavy forest in our backs and the great lake in front of us, you fell in love with my country.
and maybe i was just heading for memories or maybe i had actually fallen in love with my country again.

i'm dreaming of that place at least once a week